i must survive..

dear god..

please take this 'troubleshooting' awayy..
remove her 'log' from my memory..
and somebody ' patch' me up
heart 'bad sector'
could somebody sent me a 'backdoor'..??
im still trying turn this firewall off..
and still try open all 'idle port'
do i need to 'halted'..?
or
this mind could be 'failure'
seems no one can ' patch' my 'bug'
but all'service' need to 'run' normally everyday

so...
what do i need to avoid 'shutdown'..
otherwise i can't restart 4 this moment